go ahead and say goodbye, i'll be alright.
go ahead and make me cry, i'll be alright. 

im loving this song like idk.
addicted or sth.

im looking forward to tmrw! :DDDDD

anws,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJIE!! :D
i love you girl! :D

how ironic it is, when everyone except the one that you wanna hear most from, tell you that thing that you wanna hear?

weird.
everyone, everyone but him.

now im confused.
sometimes, its wrong to tell the truth, most of the time actually.
sometimes, its btr to live with the lie.
so when u ask me to tell u the truth,
shld i or shld i not, if i might upset you?
well, am i being too selfish or sth.
zz

sch tmrw?
zz shucks. ):

piles of homework undone.
idk how to doooooo. ):

ok life sucks now.

i never thought i need you there when i cry.

bfr i begin,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LI ZHIHAO! :D
you're a great teacher!
303 celebrated his bdae for him on fridayyyyyy! :D
during bio, haha. :D
he was super touuuucheeeed!

anws.
this week..
ya on the brighter note, my ankle is recovering..
like duh, ok nvm.
but its the start of prelim 2 alr.. ):

last week of term 3 next week..
how time flies!

i guess its just me and my blog here.
i like the way it is.
i dont like strangers coming to my blog and making negative comments.
well, just go away if u dun like.

im stl thinking if i shld go to the india sch trip..
i want to go, i really really want to go.
i've been looking forward to this trip since like last year..
but it clashes with combined ug camp..
not sure if we going..

is cultural potpourri on 19 or 23 nov?
-.-
why are band and co ppl telling me diff stuffs?

im soooooo going to go cultural pot.
i want to go lor.
even thou, no offence.
its nth much actually..
but u can really see the effort they put in for the performance.
i wanna go with my honey! :D

ok, not gonna write a long long post.
guess that marks the end of my post.
bye peeps.
ily honey. (L)


everything that i do, reminds me of you.

i keep telling myself to be strong, so that you will look at me and smile, telling me that you're proud of me.

oh well..
ytd's parade was..

my ankle swelled aftr parade.
zz
ran ard too much ytd i think.
oh well..

take care zijing! :D
cheer up ok.
ure ankle will get well soon!

ya today is nth much.
sad.
last day bfr prelim 2 officially starts.
):

i feel like puking when i see ppl mushy on fb.
i mean, a lil is fine.
like me like me. :D
ok just kidding.
but srsly..
dun rub it onto other ppl's face can?
yes we know you are happy tgt,
yes we know and yes we are happy for you.
but dears, there's sth call hp and msn.
and please kindly stop boasting abt wad u did on fb..
i really feel like puking.
i feel like blocking u from my friend list. -.-
just do spare a thought for others who are unattached or who just broke up.
im not saying that you cant,
a lil is fine, just not too much.. not one whole convo. -.-

oh well nth much.
translation test today.
i finished in half an hour and spent the other half hour in cls almost frozen to death. :x
then went for cheese fries with my chunny. (:
best combo ever rite. :D

today is yog closing.

zzzzz epic crap we got to write REFLECTIONS.
200-300 word reflections with photos etcetc.
WTH??!!!!
dun waste my time tjl, i've got many btr things to do than write the stupid reflection for you.
-.-
yog alr wasted enough of my time.
anws im really going to write abt how i feel abt this dumb yog.
ya im srs.
so im not going to be like some suck-ups and go like.
ohh im soooo happy to be in yog as the audience leader, thank you soooooo much to the sch for giving us this  opportunity.
-.-
right, more like thank you for wasting our time and thank you for the freaking costume.
-.-

im not here to flame yog lol.

ok yea.
nth much.
today just aint my day..
no ice cream for me when im feeling like crap. -.-
thx chunny for going kfc with me.
you made my day. :D

anws,
Good Luck to all the Sec 4s for Prelim 2! :D
jiayous honey & chunny & many more. :D

im looking forward to mid autumn festival on 17 sept. :D

ok tats all.
bye peeps.


i miss my Garrick. ):


ya honey, i trust you. (:
shld be fine next yr i guess..

someone once told me to,

ytd went to sentosa with honey!
and went back to vivo for steamboat! :D
had great fun!

anws im here to post some photos.
its on fb actually but the album's private, sry peeps.

im here to post some videos. (:

Y2J! :D

their new album is niceeeeeeeeeee. :D
陪我再静静找回爱原来的颜色

Skillet.
i dun really listen to his songs, but this is nice. :D

if you believe when i said i'd be better off w/o you, then you never really know me at all.

yep enjoy peeps. :D

COMMONS ARE OVER! ;D

ytd's opening ceremony was fab! :D
totally awesome.

ya actually it wasnt very great at first.
we went to sch at like 1015 and collected our pass.
then aftr tat waited at the holding area for super long.
and ms yeo was like scolding as and making us wear the spaghetti strap.
well i didnt bring, along with many other girls.
and she was scolding us like mad and saying we are defiance.
WTH THE TEACHERS TOLD US NOT TO BRING CAUSE WE WONT BE WEARING OK!
then mr cheng and ms este ng were defending us and trying to reason with her.
and mr cheng walked away rolling his eyes, i saw! :D
haha.
well, in the end we rolled the blue thing on the pe shirt inside and make do with it.
wadeva la.
im glad i didnt bring, even thou i hate scoldings.
its super....
seductive, yes.
with the skirt and the socks.
-.-
pls la we are suppose to motivate the crowd, not ...
-.-

but well.
it was great! :D
i numbed my ankle with painkillers and jump ard like some mad woman.
it was really fun, but tiring. ):

well yea.
and we get to kp the goody bags.

the lunch was great!
but dinner sucked, as usual.

the ang moh athletics are omg-ly hot! :D
okok, lol.
but realllyyyyyyyyy. :D

2 more rehearsals and 1 opening ceremony and im done with yog! :D

anws thx to everyone we encouraged me and supported me during these few rehearsals.
special thx to my mum, my boyfriend Garrick :D , and many others we cheered me on, not forgetting the yog peeps, gate 1 rocksssssss. :D

ya anws.
GOOD LUCK FOR COMMONS PPL! ;D

ya today was bad.. very bad. ):
spare me all the crap abt today being friday the 13th and the 7th mth.. -.-

first lesson was math.
but well.
morn assembly dragged.
coz tanjonglek was talking in that super nice accent of hers.
and she was talking abt YOG! :D
yog ftw! :D

today was math.
trigo.
puayhoon re-teach all those stuffs that mr lu taught us. :D

then pe.
win alr lor.
i sprained my ankle. -.-
pain like crappppp!
then went to g.o.
thx for helping me! :D
you girls rock! :D
esp amelia, huixin, amanda, ruonan, crystal, victoria, lijie, huishi and many more! :D

phy was next.
pandian was giving me the -.- look when i told him i sprained my ankle.
but ok i know he asked if im ok. (:

then recess.
pandian released us late.
went to eat.
thx for helping me buy food huishi! :D

then was chem.
ok la.
nth much boring boring.

then was bio.
respiration.
lizhihao went damn fast and chiong the whole chapt. -.-

lunch lunch! :D
spent it with my honey.
who called me baika. -.-
thx ar honey.

then was ss.
ok la not much.

then went to wcp with honey. :D
thx for walking so slowly with me.

thx alot ar guys for calling me baika and mimicking my limping.
-.-
you guys are soooo great.

but on the brighter side,
thx to everyone who asked me if im ok and helped me! :D

im stl going to go yog tmrw.
i practiced so much for tmrw, dun tell me to give up now.
i wont. (:
even if im going to bounce/jump with one leg, im stl going to do it.

but yuck yuck.
now i got 3 pills to take everyday. ):
doc say may take 2-3 months to recover.
i tore my ligaments.. :/
oh well..

thank you honey especially. (:

well, i wont be able to play as much as i like for these few months.
but its ok, i will have someone who will walk with me. :D

ya tats all.
tmrw yog opening ceremony!
watch it on telly! :D

cya peeps. :D
i want to get well soon!

life can be oh-so-cruel sometimes..

super tired after ytd's rehearsal.
it was great, i mean the rehearsal.
the best part was when i got praised by some audience.
really made my day.
they told me im doing very good and ask me to keep up the good word.
thx! :D
tat really meant alot to me.
super tired..
but yea..

reached sch at 0830.
i reached at ard 0820 actually and lizhihao was going thru bio.
-.-
winnn.

pe was ok, floorball! :D
every pe since floorball started someone will get injured.
today huixin sprained her ankle.
so helped her to g.o.
take care huixin! :D

and the good thing is, i missed half of chinese!
woottts~!
i hate llf ttm. -.-

ya then recess.
chiong to change and eat.
gobble down my food in ten mins.
-.-
wad a great achievement.
and i was stl eating when nich liu came over and ask us to go go go parade square.
-.-

assembly was boring.
sry to say.
but its very uncoordinated and they didnt practice much.
can tell ok, so obv.
so it was super boring and i was dozing off..

math puayhoon went thru math ct2 2009.
oh well i didnt do..
):

then lunch. :D
probably the best period of the day.
spent it with honey. (:

translation was fun.
our group won the translation competition thingy.
BREAD ROCKS! ;D

oh well aftr sch chem remedial.
boringgg.
):

then went subway with honey.
so yea.

life really has a cruel way of playing with u sometimes.
one minute they bring you to heaven, the next min they send u to hell.
haiz.

please let this thing be over soon.
thankyou.

oh well peeps,
cya.
im off to sleep. :O

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it, then I look at your smile and I know it is.

mmm.
went to vivo with honey today.
sry honey i overslept. ):

vivo is fun.
yea.
special special place.
(:

anws.
yea.

went to study study at starbucks today.
tired.
Garrick got this way of talking when he's lecturing.
and i just feel like... sleeping.
sorry honey, but its true. :D
oh well, but it was a fruitful 1.5 hours. (:

super sad no steamboat again. :
and no neoprints.
no movie too!
):

but oh well, i guess its fine.
doesnt really matter, so long as im with honey. (:

ok yep gtg alr.
cya peepos. :D

its like writing a story.
idw this story to end.
there's a starting, so lets not have an ending.
so that we'll continue happily ever after.
i know its unrealistic to say this, to even think like this.
but well, i guess its hard to be practical when it comes to stuffs like this.
sometimes i look at him from far and i stl have this feeling like.
are we really tgt?
its kinda hard to believe, its like a dream.

ytd he was telling me.
you're the love of my life now.
that last word stunned me for a moment.
and got me thinking.
but yea, its true.
now, cause wdk wad will happen in the future.
btr to be truthful than say unrealistic stuffs like i'll love u forever and ever.
no offence, i know some ppl say tat, but tats just dumb la basically.
like you cant say tat till you're married or sth.
anything can just change.
and the change may not be really good.
its hard to say wad will happen next year.
so yea.
i'll just cherish wad i have now.
i've got a great guy, who loves me for who i am, treats me like a princess, cares for me even though im such a spoilt brat sometimes, and didnt even get angry when i did sth wrong.
so yea, im lucky.
very. (:
cause i've got a special, loving, caring, helpful, responsible etcetc.
in one word,
the best boyfriend. (:
honey, i love you.

i just had my dinner. :D
ya at 10.19 pm.
cool rite.

anws was watching ye4 wen4 when eating.
reminds me of chinese cultural camp 09.
great times. (:
miaf gang.
we rocked the whole ccc! :D

ya today i opened my comp and saw my fb flooded with notifications.
coz of the changed relationship status.
(:
aww i love my honey.
and ppl just said tat our keychain is a bracelet. (:
pretty keychain. (L)

aww i wanna watch au revoir taipei.
now i cant. D:
ok tats very sad. ):

ok nvm.
im just blogging coz im bored.
bye peepos. (:

:D

i like being an audience leader now! (:
sorry to say that honey i know you dun like.. ):
but the costume is like cheerleader style.
if we are wearing the spaghetti top with a mini skirt and those socks we will really look like cheerleaders.
but our costume is like all white..
got a jacket, spaghetti top, skirt, socks and shoes.
all white.
but didnt wear the top ytd and wore our pe shirt instead.
ms yeo say mabe got to wear on actual day.

but anws.
ytd audience were FANTASTIC!
omg really.
those sitting at the blue section 3rd level where i was standing.
the fuchun sec ppl, and those ite ppl who sat there aftr the fuchun ppl left.
they were enthu and high ttm! 
i love you guys! :D

thx for making me like my job as an audience ldr.
i really enjoyed myself ytd.
(:

and ya they took photos with me too! :D
they were really fab and awesome mann.
and those ite guys were really cheeky and funny.
and they are really nice.
one of them even offered me a tissue. (:

ya ytd was fun.
but i was super hungry all the time.
):

bfr tat went for lunch with him.
or rthr, he went with me.
went to lot 1 and ate subway.
then went to gift a name to make a keychain with our names.
(:
now its hanging at my pencil case.
took out everything except the st john chain.
sorry pinkie plushie i know you've been there for a long long time. ):
honey put it at his pencil case too. (:

nice rite?
so pretty. (:
(L)

bought a black nike bottle on friday.
now we got the same bottle. (:

ok nvm.
ttyt, mabe.
bye peeps. :D

也许你不会懂，从你说爱我以后
我的天空，星星都亮了

imy honey, ily2. (:
i dun like seeing u so sian.
it makes me sad. _:
cheer up pls.

heyyo. :D

ya apparently,
iluma isnt as empty as wad some genius thinks.

salt is a boring movie spamming Angelina Jolie for 100 mins.
so not interesting and the ending is -.-

and i dun like filmgrade's seats.
gv's seats are like so much btr..

vivo sky garden is stl so much btr..
just that its pretty crowded today. ):

im very determined to eat the steamboat at vivo someday.
very very determined. -.-

ya national day celebration today in sch was ... lets not talk abt it.
but one good thing is, NO BIO TEST FOR ME TODAY! ;D

ya today was great!
i love my honey. (L)

we stl have yog rehearsal tmrw..
zz
):

ok nvm,
bye peepos. (:

ok lol i got 7 mins to blog. D:

tmrw got bio test aftr national day celebration.
zz. ):

ya thank you honey for teaching me.
now i dun have to stare at the stupid bio textbook and und nth.

ya.
tmrw going iluma! :D
ok im very looking forward to tat.
(:

ok nvm tats all.
today was fun. LOL
slacky day.
i love it.

translation rocks.
i like benny ng! (:

ya anws i think some ppl quite unrealistic.
they kp saying forever this forever that.
you know?
forever?
its.. idk.
just unrealistic.
-.-

ok nvm lol.
im in love with beauty and the beast once again. :D
LOL

tmrw mass skipping. -.-
win.

ok bye peepos! :D
tadaaaa im off to bond with my bio again. ):

ok gotta keep it short.

yes anws im here to share sth!



my all time favourite musical, BEAUTY AND THE BEAST! :D
its not the official music video, i cant embed tat, but check it out on youtube! (:

ok, or mabe i just love the songs inside.
and tale as old as time is the nicest!
i think the instrumental version nicer. (:

anws tale as old as time has won lots of awards.
and yep its really a uber awesome and fab song!

anws i skipped yog rehearsal today.
haha!

ok nvm.
tmrw got the emath circles crap test. ):
but thank you honey for scanning those questions for me!
you rock alot baby! :D
no hugs today. D:

dont you think Princess Belle is pretty?
i mean the cartoon one lol.

ok lol i know ppl find this childish, but i think its sweet. (:

ok nvm.
bye peeps! :D
im going now.
tadaaa~!

sometimes, i really hate menses cramps.
no actually i hate the cramps all the time.
):

i think cramps are like contagious or sth.
Ruonan was having them after me.
:/
and ok.
..

LOL why am i even talking abt it here. -.-

anws.
ya.
no time to blog much.

tmrw got yog rehearsal.
im not going got piano exam.
haha.
(:

my honey always make me feel btr.
thx alot dearest! (:
thx for coming back, meant alot to me. (:

ok nvm.

idc alr.
im going to neglect all my homework this week and mug hard for my bio and math test.
-.-

hate piano.
ok no.
i like piano, but no i dun like learning piano for the sake of exams.
sucks.
defeats the purpose and make me hate it so much.
i dun give a damn abt the cert, like srsly.
so long as i can play, im happy.
im not going to be like a piano teacher or sth next time.
-.-
or at least, i dun inspire to be one.

oh yea.
i used the word thingy in cls when pandian asked me to explain sth today.
and he was like.
dun use ure own funny language in my cls.
-.-
funny language?
thx alot. -.-

nvm.
this week is hectic!
busy busy crap.
-.-
nvm friday! :DD

ate ajisen today.
haha.
love it! (:
had a hard time choosing btwn tomyam and scallops.
-.-

im never good at thinking. ):

im stl trying to run, trying to.
i was good at the obstacles dash last time,
and i'll be good again.
yes.
watch me jump past all these, see me fly.
(:

i wont be a disappointment,
cause i cant.

ya ok im really going to like idk.
zz its like super pain.
and Lijie told me tat its coz the womb is too small tats why.
i mean like srsly?
i never knew that.
:0

ok nvm lol.
i crapped enough alr.
now im off.
tadaaaaaaaaaaaa~
bye peepos! :D
i love ya honey. (:
you're so sweeeeeet.

my headache is killing me.
my runny nose is strangling me.
i feel like crap. -.-

my headdddddddddddd. ):
i have to mug tmrw, pls get well asap. ):

please stop hurting, stop tortuing me.
it hurts. :/
pretty pretty please my pretty head. ):

huggies? D:

change.

i never like to look back at wad i was like last time.
i never did.

everyone told me that i've changed alot this year.
i mean like ya.

for the worse or for the better?
i hope its the latter.

but i know, i know i changed alot.
and to me, its for the better.
(:
but there'll stl be a part of me that will always stay the same.

i'll stl be a girl. -.-
ok lol nvm.

has anyone ever told u this?
change is the only unchange.

3 white roses

they symbolise sth.
3 means i love you.
white roses symbolise spiritual love and purity, and its the rose of confession.

red symbolises love too.
but i prefer the colour white.
so yea.
(:

side effects of ytd.
sore throat plus flu.
):
not tat i ever minded,
ok mabe yes.
abit..
coz now he got sore throat too.
-.-
and im bad to the environment.
talk abt being eco-friendly..
-.-
sorry honey. D:
but like i said,
 not like i ever minded.(:

ok lol i hope i will be well enough to do phy pressure test tmrw.

anws if you're reading this and its now 1 am in the morning,
off ure comp now and slp ok.
yes, srs.
sleeeeeeeeeepp.

im looking forward to thurs & fri. ^^
ok not really, tmrw first. (:

i've always been good at breaking rules. (:

ok really gtg.
my dad's nagging.
yes dad. -.-
nites peepos! :D
nites honey, i love you. (: