great.
now not only my legs are aching, my arms are aching too.
zz

anws.
today is like celebrating sjab day.
the sjab pledge..
ahh epic fail.
the sec 1s and 2s nvr shout one.
zzzzz
then owe et 50,
then sc owe another 50. -.-
im so innocent la.. LOL
but chair and vc worse la..
nvm.

yea.
i raised the sch flag today.
LOL
with elias.
mok raised the national flag with alan.

anws.
today was ok.
there was a special assembly for mr lam.
ya.
eh very sad mr lam leaving.
i think he damn nice lehs.
and he gave us an apple.
haha i like eating apples.

anws.
grats to those who got promoted today.

even blog also cant write anything,
i feel so restricted.
zzzzz
my blog used to be my bestie,
now wad?
who am i going to rant to?
zz

wadeva la.
bye.

do whatever you deem fit, im starting not to care.

i dont need your pity, i dont want your pity, it doesnt help at all.

ytd was first day of sch.
today is the second day of sch.
LOL
wad am i talking abt..

hmmm.
OH I GREW 0.5 CM LEHS! :D
stupid tart dun call ppl 160.
ok LOL
i have no idea why im so happy over it.
but im :DD

anws.
today pe was stupid.
cause of our dearest darling VICE CHAIR who.
nvr bring his pe attire,
and lied to ms saw,
and stl lie till so blank, ofc ppl can see you're lying.
-.-
so we had to jump jumping jacks continuously.
then he nvr count properly,
and we did for like 20 mins bfr we were allowed to stop.
wth.
and we nvr warm up,
nvr cool down,
so my thigh is like cramping like crap now.

anws.
my fringe grew back alr! (;
not so short anm.
haha im happy. :D

ok LOL
i think i btr go and do amath now.
bfr puayhoon kill me tmrw.
she today no voice.
LOL
but aiya 303 so nice to her.
haha.
we cooperated and she went thru june hw.

i hope it doesnt rain tmrw.
rain rain go away, come again on another day. :D

ok lol.
gtg do my
amath?
compo?
hcl.. no need do one la. (:
oh and oral comm.
-.-

today we had oral comm.
capital punishment,
junwei's grp.
we gl the anti-capital punishment guy.
and ask him if hitler was sentenced to capital punishment and you are an enemy of germany, wld you protect him or not?
then he beat ard the bush and nvr answer our question AT ALL.
i hate ppl who did tat.
zz
-.-
but stl,
nvm la.
quite fun.

ok really gtg le.
haha.
gtg prepare sj u too.

cya peeps!
i want back my holidays! D:

hey..

ytd was.
morning was nfac training.
fa spammage.
quite fun.
LOL
then.
yea.
went to acs(i).
chief comm badge presentation!
highest achievement for cadets.
:D
nanhua got the most number of ppl taking this year.
yating say "cause we zai ma."
LOL

then went for party.
ahh nth to say.
but cycling ard pasir ris park is fun.
LOL

wasnt feeling well today.
i feel like crap.
zzzzz

anws.
Garrick, Chunyi, and all the sec 4s,
GOOD LUCK FOR PRELIM 1!

haiz.
tmrw is the first day of term 3.
i dun like.
zzzzzz

but aftr prelim 1 chunny and me going watch eclipse tgt! :D
yayy.

ok, nvm.
tmrw is sjab day rehearsal too.
wed celebrating sjab day.
full u whole day.
-.-
but wed is promo! :D

ok, im done random-ing.
bye peepos.

ignorance is such a blissful thing.

而我已经分不清，
你是友情，还是错过的爱情

ahhh ok.
im bored like again.
i look at my pile of homework and i feel so ...
haiz.
i hate homeworks. -.-

today went back to help them with nfac.
ok, nvr help much.
go kpo.
haha.
hmm yea.
then had exco meeting.
pti is -.-
okok.
jane maam say our blogs will be like wad public or sth aftr we are seniors.
and ppl will come and read.
really mehs.
i hope not. -.-
yaya, so cant talk crap here anm..

hmmm.
then went for stp.
boring like ~!@$#@#$%
nth much, the food was awesome, as usual.
and mok is like super noisy or sth pls.

yea, boring day.
im soooo looking forward to like yea, you know..

anws nfac teams jiayous too.
11 july is like nfac.
scary lehs so near..

anws.
ahhh ahh s1 ah.
dun so sad.
cheer up ma.
have faith, horr? (:

tmrw is like chief comm presentation.
morning got nfac training.
then at night got party.
nice..
-.-

anws.
im really looking forward to low kay hwa's new book!
The Perfect Story.
such an ironical title.

so whats PERFECT?
how do we define PERFECT?
and are we, who are not PERFECT at all,
able to define wads PERFECT?

pursuing perfection makes me work harder and strive for the best all the time.
but the thing is,
so wads perfect?
getting the first in standard?
oh well, thats not perfect.
when you get 100+ positions, ppl be like why are you getting this kind of results? you shld get top 50.
then when u get top 50, ppl will be like you shld get top 10.
when you get top 10, ppl will be like you shld get top 5.
when you get top 5, ppl will be like you shld get top 3.
when u get top 3, ppl will ask you, why arent you getting 1st??
when you got 1st, like finally, ppl will be like, why is ure percentage so low? you shld get over 80%!
see wad i mean?

ok, tats wad happened to me.
so yea, not everyone gets the same treatment.

i used to belive tat imperfection makes me perfect,
i mean, since no one is perfect, so imperfection will make someone perfect, right?
that was wad i tot.

not anymore..

when im not smiling doesnt mean tat im emoing.
when im smiling doesnt mean tat im happy.

sometimes, i just dont feel like smiling.
-.-

i really cherished those times i smiled like an idiot, laughed like some mad woman.
like chunny said, smile as if my face is breaking. -.-

too hard, too hard to smile liddat anm.

why?
why do i have to choose??
why????
why cant i have both tgt?
WHY????????

ahh nvm.
i shall go prepare my uniform now.

oh yea, kisses-plushie really make me happy sometimes.
it got such a cute smiley face.
and it just reminds me of _ everytime i look at it.
LOL
how i wish i can bring it tgt with me everywhere i go.

bye peepos.

zzzzzzzzzz
ok, you may be wondering why im soooo free to blog everyday.

well, truth is.
im bored.
bored like ~&%^@#&*~@*(~*&~!!!!!!!

wadeva mann.
zzzzzzzz

im sian.

im pissed.

im angry.

im jealous.

so wad???????

oh great.
tmrw jingwen is like coming back.
FINALLY!

zzzzzzzz

yea.
mabe i shld just go and slp.
wadevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
zz

im bored to death.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lock me up in this prison.
dont let me go out.
wtheck.

i really really.
ahh idk.

wadeva.

fine, dun talk to me.
fine, dun play with me.
fine, go and mug for all i care.
-.-

okok.
LOL
i shld be nice,
i shld be understanding rite?
yea.

i am trying la..
-.-

两个人不懂得珍惜，一个人不懂得拥有

well, i find this quote quite true right.

we never think abt how much something, or someone, mean to us until we have lost it.
when we have sth, we tend to ask for more, complain etcetc.
then when we lose it, we will complain again, cry, think tat the whole world owe us or sth.

really, sooo.
idk wad to say.

even if im like, ok fine.
abit spoilt.
but well.
at least, i dun throw my tantrum everywhere.
make ppl worry.
can you, pls.
try to be btr?
behave like you deserve tat can?
even thou, yea.
you know.
zz

ok LOL
i know i make _ worry like ~!@#$#
eh srsly sry.
cause of your tat ONE sentence, THREE words,
im nvr gonna make you worry if i can help it.
aiya..

really damn looking forward to aftr prelim 1.
but then aftr tat wld be ct2. -.-
wth..
so sian.
zz

ok, you go mug, i got plushie here with me.
i shall complain and talk to plushie. -.-

i cant believe im talking to my blog.
really really bored like ...

idw to study.
zz

ok, i shall go now.
spend so long sitting in frnt of the lappie, watching telly, eating.
yea.
i shall goo.

oh yea.
dont come my blog la..
if my blog bores you out and make you feel like so zzzz
then shoo ok.
no nid complain de.
i wont change cause of you. -.-
no need go round telling ppl hor?
mabe i shld private this blog too.

ok, byebye.
(:
zai jiaaaannn!! :D

heyyo. :D

ok, truth is.. im bored.

cause dunno who lor.
2030 hor.
then now become 2200.
zz

ok, not his fault.
ya..

wait for prelim 1 to be over.
t3w2 saturday.
haha.

torres is like so hot. :D
LOLOLL
:D
but he's married.
aww.

ok.
LOL
so many ppl are going to the m'sia trip.
jingwen not here,
one less person to listen to me crap for hours.
abit sian only hor.
zzzzz
then chongyewheng also gone.
no one argue with me..
abit sian only.

ok, tell me im not bored.

im srsly bored.

ooh.
if you want me to post sth nice abt you, go like my status.

haiz.
holidays over soon.
so sad.
:/

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOLLL.
arggghhh! :/

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ok, fine.
im jealous.
so what?

i want go watch movie. :/

okk i've sian enough.
byeee peeps. :D
boring post?
yea, i agree. -.-

only that lil bit, just tat lil bit, of care.
am i really asking for too much?

i tried, i tried to be more understanding.
try and try and try.

but really, i dont get it.
just who is more important?

ehh fine.
wadeva

i dont give a damn anymore.
i wont.

from now on,
i am not going to care.

heyyoooo.

okay, lappie was spoilt, sent for repair, just got it back ytd.
anws, random but.
torres is srsly hot. :D
totally! :D :D :D :D
ok im done. -.-

today went to pack sj room in the morning.
felicia was there when i reached at 0800.
seeee me so punctual.
then chiching came and got keys from nich liu.
then me and felicia started packing the first aid cupboard.
messy like -.-
then keejeng came.
and he packed the closet.
and then grace came,
and then yingshuang.
and greg mok. -.-

ok, skip skip all the crap.
it was spacious and neat!! :D
really!
and organised.
haha.
chiching was very happy.
and then we were done at ard 11.
and we left for our own lunch.

meet him at west mall.
went to return grace's book.
and went to subway! :D
subway cookies! (Y)
then went to watch movie.
random.
at first wanted to nc 16 one, but no suitable timing, so ended up with the nanny wadeva thingy.
okk, movie was boring, but you didnt object wad. -.-
it was boring, but some parts were funny.
LOL

hmm tues went out with yy and nigel for movie too.
we went to jp.
ahh dun ask me how it ended up with only the 3 of us.
anws, it was fun. :D
at first wanted the karate kid or sth.
but we watched prince of persia.
i find it boring, but i like the plot. :D
but stl, it was boring till the last 15 mins. LOL

mon went to wcp and camped at starbucks.
then went to imm.
then went to causeway point.
nice hor. -.-
self entertainment.
ok, the "fluffy things" made me happy for 5 mins. -.-
but stl, thanks alot! :D for entertaining me.

okok idc liao.
anws i finish uploading the taiwan trip photos liao.

jiayous 4108 for ANCOC tmrw! for those who are going.

yayy im off to holidayyyyyyyy. :D
hopefully i can stl on9.
byeeee. :D

LOL
im in front of the telly with my lappie watching world cup opening match now.
thanks to somebody.. -.-

the opening ceremony was.. uhh..
ok la.

ok south africa vs mexico.
interesting..
LOL

ok im bored.
-.-
srsly.

OOH GOOD LUCK AND JIAYOUS 4108 FOR THOSE GOING ANCOC.
;D

ok nth much.
haha i shall go upload more photos on fb. ;D

cya. =D

turn those disappointment into strength,
do better for ct2/eoy.

ya k where was i?

Day 6 right, 030610
ya so morn was the long long tiring exhausting breath-sucking 12 km hike.
-.-
ya then we went to flying cow range.
srsly, its the coolest place! :D
there's like rabbits, cows, goats, sheeps there.
and we get to feed the goats and the cows.
and we get to milk to cows too!
and the sheeps are super cute! :D
haha.
and the rabbits too, lively creatures.
we learnt abt the two types of cows, one brownish one black & white.
the black and white is more of quantity, but the brownish is more of quality in terms of the milk they produced.
then we get to shop and i bought lots! :D
keychains, soft toy, candies, crackers, milk shampoo, body shampoo, lotion...
the milk shampoo, body shampoo and lotion are made from milk and its awesome! :D
and at night, coolio!
we get to make butter, by shaking and shaking the bottle hard.
haha.
damn nice.
thn there's a competition and suemae's group and yy's won i think.
then we had debriefed and talked abt the safety of the next night at shilin night market.
then had group debriefed and we spilt into two groups for the night market.
at first its like rymond shihan titus yiqing clarice and me.
and jiayun qianling glenda jovin zhenjun mingheng.
then aftr tat the next night we changed and everyone was happy. :D
LOL
ya then went back and we stayed up talking and packing then we sleeeeeeeeeep.

Day 7 040610
i woke up super early in the morn to take photos ard the farm.
its damn nice! :D

and in the morning when its quiet its uber uber nice.
the air is cooling and its just peaceful.
and there's nobody ard.
then i went back to the hotel and the first person i bumped into was jt. -.-
then he gave me tat look. LOL
then change and had pt.
-.-
stupid pt, my legs stl aching from ytd.
then yea.
breakfast was awesome mann!
the milk is uber (Y)!!!
and the bacon was fab too!
and everything.
srsly, if i have a chance to go to taiwan again, i will go to fying cow ranch.
definately!
haha.
im like a promotor of them.
my dad is going taiwan soon and i ask him go there buy shampoo, body shampoo, lotion and milk crackers for me. :D
haha.
ok ya.
then aftr tat we went to taipei city.
and go to a shop to buy tai yang bing all those.
i bought quite alot.
i wish i had bought more. :/
haha then me joyce jingyu jialing stephanie share and we packed it as a box.
so yep. :D
then went to shilin night market.
and we changed group.
so become.
rymond shihan jiayun qianling clarice yiqing.
jovin zhenjun titus mingheng glenda and me.
so everyone is happy.
then we walked ard and eat first.
zhenjun titus glenda me ordered the oyster egg thingy.
damn nicee! :D
and then titus and zhenjun and jovin i think?
ordered the chou4 dou4 fu3.
damn smelly.
and titus was happily eating away, while the other two were like omg i wanna puke.
their expressions were damn funny and reminded me and glenda of our chou chou guo!
hahaha.
ok anws.
then jt and mingheng ate vegetarian food.
total winn!
then while they eating me glenda titus zhenjun went to buy bubble tea.
i love taiwan bubble tea to max! :D
then me and glenda went to play the bball.
LOL
quite fun haha.
then went back and we went shopping! :D
happy happy bought alot of things.
haha.
me n glenda went shopping for girls stuffs while they went shopping for other stuffs.
bracelet, then earring, hair clips, rubber bands, 3 clothes.
:D
glenda bought abt the same as me.
and jovin bought a nice cap.
while the rest of the guys bought nth. -.-
then we had desserts. :D
jt treated us to desserts. :D
coolio!
and its damn nice.
and we had to finish everything in 5 mins.
haha then went back to gathering point and went up the bus.
funnest night! :D
then went to the danshui park city hotel in taipei.
and had an activity where everyone write their honest opinion of you.
some wrote really negative comments.
so rude pls. -.-
i wrote encouraging stuffs for ppl.
nice me. :D
haha.
i didnt have any negative comments so stl ya.
then we bathed and watch telly.
and prank ppl a while.
then watched telly chit chat and sleeeeep.
was watching death note. :D
so cool rite. haha.
LOL

Day 8 050610
so sad last day. :/
we went to the memorial thingy.
and saw the changing of guards.
i tot is some super solemn ceremony.
turn out just 4 guards walking here and there.
and i was like -.-
stl, its nice!
their fd is ok..
pretty good bahs.
then we went to national palace musuem.
yep.
then ya saw things and ya.
then we had lunch.
then went to airport..
so sad.
then last minute shopping.
i bought nth.
in the end, i didnt buy the wallet i wanted. -.-
nvmmmm.
then we sat SQ 879 and i sat with jingyu. :D
he's talkative! haha.
played battleship with him and xavier.
and xavier cheated. -.-
winn!
total win.
then yea plane touched down at ard 11?
then ya.
went hommeeeeee.

taiwan is really (Y)
and every meal we had like ten dishes plus one soup.
every meal sure have soup, two to three veggies, two to three meat etcetc.
its damn nice.
and yea..

i really didnt want to go back.
back to reality, where everything is so cruel and bitter.
i dun like....

but good things always come to an end.
i mean, this trip is the best deal out of the three.
wad more can i ask for?
im really lucky to have come for the trip.
yea.

thankyou, to all the teachers who planned for this trip and make this trip possible.
thankyou, to my parents who paid for me to come for the trip.

and thankyou group one for making this trip really memorable!
and everyone in the trip. :D

i will miss you guys. :/
im uploading more pictures up on fb.
help me tag! :D

yep thats all.
bye peeeeps. :D

k i shall continue abt taiwan trip.

310610 Day 3
hmm we had the high elements thingy.
damn scaryyyy! and im scared of heights.
but stl, everyone completed everything.
LOL
we did 5 in total.
the most scary was the climbed up a pole then jump to touch a ball.
and climb up and walk along a rod. scaryyy can!
and my balancing is -.-
im nt gonna repeat wad i wrote in my reflections haha.
but some of the guys' expressions are really damn funny.
like ahem and ahem ahem.
cant say la, ltr ppl paiseh.
haha and im nt so bad ok.
then yea.
then we checked in into the most awesomest resort! ;D
srsly, its damn cool, with jacuzzi and swimming pool and everything.
the dinner was (Y)!
thn we continued our leadership leasson and presented.
LOL
i tot when its our turn to present we will kena spammed since we kind of like spam quite alot of questions.
but then not really..
then yea.
nth much it lasted for like 2 hours.
tiring but yea, fruitful too.
then yea went to continue with cup noodles haha.
then sleeeeep. :D

010610 Day 4
morning was a stupid 2 hour hike.
full of dogs. -.-
im sorry tat i scream, but i xia dao ok.
and im really scared of dogs.
but yea, im sorry, its my fault.
then went to the tea plantation thingy.
we got to do cip.
and it was fun.
but zzzzzzzzzzz!
the place was like full of DOGS.
-.-
like srsly, and thanks to those stupid dogs,
everyone who went for the trip knew of my dog phobia.
thanks alot. -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
like not my fault im so scared ok.
but stl..
thanks alot to those who helped me! :D
like almost everyone, but esp.
joyce! yangyu! desmond!
and alot more.
and jt also.
haha.
we got to make the ai4 yu4 or sth.
its like a jelly.
its damn cool! :D
haha and it tasted so nice.
thn we did cip.
we get to learn how to make a pot of tea, even thou its nt the first time,
stl its damn cool!
and we kp going to the toilet.
LOL
and i bought the tea too.
then nth much went back to the uber nice resort.
then we had debriefed then they let those who wanted to go to the lil street market to buy things go.
didnt go coz joyce wasnt feeling very well so i stayed with her.
thn ya.
aftr tat was group debriefed.
me like! :D
thn the four of us went to see et and had a niceeeee long 'short' chat with him. :D
quite fun.
then when i went back to my room i was like stranded outside and there's nobody inside.
-.-
so i went to the 6 guys room which was beside mine and called and tried finding them.
and stayed there till they come back.
good lor jiayun leave me stranded outside.
then we had cup noodles and then.
omg.
we tried out the wad chou4chou4guo3.
thn it was like uber smelly and tasted like shit.
er xin pls!!
it stinks up the whole room.
hahahaha.
thn we decided to give to the guys but they were sleeping and thaiming was like pissed when he opened the door.
and we lied to everyone that its damn nice and encourage ppl to buy.
LOL
funny.
hahaha.
then stayed up till like 2 plus chatting away with glenda and qianling.
tat piggy jiayun went to slp and listened to our conversation.
haha then chat till fell asleep.

020610 Day 5
we checked out early in the morning and went to the local aborigines school.
it is min ho junior high.
bfr tat we had a tour round the village, its sth called ta ma zuan or sth.
then it was full of dogs, my goodness. -.-
then et say so long as i dun scream its ok. -.-
and everyone like sorta helped me so yea.
stl ok lor.
thanks ah peeps. :D
hmm then me and jiayun and zhenjun and jovin went to the same cls.
and the girls were like crazy over jovin. -winks-
haha.
damn funny.
they were really friendly..
and i learnt so much, so much, from them.
they were so contented even thou they didnt have much.
and yea.
idk la.
then we went to xiao ban tian.
went to the bamboo forests.
and we get to diy bamboo basket.
zhenjun is like super expert at it even thou he's a guy.
unfair.
but at least i got finish lor.
by myself, ahems.
and ya quite fun la.
then we went to stay in some quite nice sth like bed & breakfast place.
and we had bbq.
it was !!
i dun like at all!
was in the same grp as joyce, tanji, yiqing, yangyu, desmond, daniel, thaiming.
the food we had was -.- i dun like!
mostly meat and meat and meat.
spam meat.
and i dun really adore meat.
so yea.
i was starving, -.-
and super unhappy.
we like bullied by other groups or sth. -.-
but then.
thaiming gave me cup noodles aftr tat! :D
make me :D
but i stl paid him back.
thanks thaiming!
then yea had group debriefed and went to sleeeeeeeeeeep.
it was super cold so we off the aircon and on the fans.

030610 Day 5
we had pt in the morning. -.-
tiredddd.
then group 1 went to pack and group 2 and 3 went to had breakfast.
the dining room not big enough.
but the breakfast was (Y)!
i like sia.
haha super nice! :D
then we went to the stupid 12 km hike to bamboo sky ladder and it was raining and super dangerous.
my legs were aching like mad.
and we got to changed aftr tat.
then had lunch and went to flying cow range!!
its the best man.
uber cool!
ok i shall post more tmrw.
i will upload more tmrw too!
haha.

okay tats all bye. :D

its amaxing how you managed to hurt me deep twice w/o realising.

IM BACK FROM TAIWAN LEADERS TRIP! ;D
okayy.. i was back since ytd 5th june. LOL

group 1 was fab! :D
there's 12 of us plus jt.
jiayun, glenda, qianling, clarice, yiqing, zhenjun, jovin, mingheng, titus, shihan and rymond.

290610 Day 1
it was ok, went airport and checked in all those.
our flight was SQ 876 and i was sitting with yinghui.
yy was behind me and we played battleship or sth.
walaooo he cheated la pls!!
unfair sia.
thn reached taiwan at like noon.
sat bullet train to taichung!
it was like ok la nth much..
went to the earthquake musuem.
damn nice.
its like geography live.
i feel so sad for the ppl who died there.
:/
but learnt quite alot.
i recalled wad i learnt in lower sec. :D
spammed quite some photos.
then checked in at some ulu hotel.
bathed and had a trip to 7-eleven.
the dinner was -.-
i eat till i dun feel like eating anm even thou i was so hungry.
then we had debriefed then group debrief.
then was sleeping time.
first day nth much, haha.
ate cup noodles. xD
and then went to sleep.

300610 Day 2
morning went to the papermill thingy.
we made paper and fan.
nice sia!
i like alot!
learnt alot abt papers.
haha so fun.
then went to the youth corps sun moon lake for raft making.
quite fun!
then we sat on it out to the sun moon lake.
ours was ok!
just tat one part broke.
the other grp the bamboo broke and the whole raft gave way.
but stl.
it was ok.
then was canoeing!
fun fun!
even thou its not the first time, but stl..
i partnered with desmond coz i cant swim very well while he can.
and he followed my strokes so ours was (Y)!
damn fun.
and we went ard in circles.
thn he kp asking ppl not to splash us when i was like splashing water at others.
funny sia.
LOL
then changed and rushed back to the bus.
it was raining throughout.
LOL
my hair was epic screwed! :/
didnt took any photos but the teachers did.
so yea, will upload when i get from them.
anws aftr tat  was leadership lessons.
got to plan a camp and present the next night.
we were divided into groups.
according to cca.
so worked with evania jingyu joyce.
sj ftw. :D

ok i shall post more tmrw. tireddd.
nites! :D