okay.
so i took 4209 on 310310.
cool! ;D

kay.
partner with my evania.
and me and nia nia was ;DD

hmm yep.
ok la.

was fd first.
we were at parade square.
hot mann.
haha.
and they really.
atrocious drills.
bangs cmi!
-.-
and alot alot alot.
and some really love to sabo their squadmates sia.
lyk the you know who.
srsly.
i didnt want to kp making y'all hentak.
but yes.
most of you are doing well.
but really.
just coz of tat one/two person, you call cant stop.

thn continue with maju.
im surprised they didnt noe maju.
thn taught them.
and merusok too.
and thn lengka.
and continued.

thn wnt behind clsroom block.
yep.
thn continue and taught them receiving article drills.
thn we split and was ok.
i think they learn faster if they are split.
yep.

thn was pt.
and thn stl got some time and gave out consent form.
thn debriefed them,
thn closing,
and thn debriefed and byebye.

k la.
i really got to say this.
I REALLY SAW IMPROVEMENTS THROUGHOUT THE THREE HOURS! ;D
its really good, damn good.
and really so happy to see that.
really.
and they learn pretty fast,
and i can see the effort they put in, or rthr, most of them.
but yep.

i know you all complain i fierce,
say wad i heng xin shou la or sth.
but its lyk.
basic discipline lyk.
not fidgetting in a squad,
dressing,
taking your drills srsly all these.
we dont have to keep remind you ok.

but yea.
there was improvements in tat too.

yep.
i hope tat you all continue to keep up tat standard ok.

and rmbr to hand in your consent forms on sat.

and your ccc forms and reflections on monday at 2.50.
fall in punctually ok.

yep stl owe me n nia 45 lehs.
dun frgt.
(:

k la.
actually i enjoyed taking 4209 today.
but at the expense of my voice.
ahems.
i've been spamming strepsils since i reached home.
and my mum dun lemme eat chocolate. :///

k i shall diam and kp quiet till sat.
i think my mum wld be very happy to hear tat.
-.-
fac need shout during fa sia.
must spam water and herbal tea.
LOL

k la.
im tired mann.
fac and homework and everything has been robbing me of my slp these days.
lyk really so srs.
but ahh.

3 more days to fac.
:/

cya peeps.
love you guys.
last but not least,
i wanna thank 4209 and nia for giving me such a great experience.
yep.
i learnt quite alot too.
haha.

nites peeps.
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY JOEY LES! ;D

haha you rock ttm.
actually wanted to pass your present to you today,
but since i didnt see you.
tml ok?

hmm..
trial parade...

chionging the schdule and parde notice till one plus.
editting and re-editting.
worth it la.
really.

hmm.
i asked 4108 to fall in at 1400?
and how many of them actually did?
alot of ppl were stl changing.
thn the key dunno disappear whr,
it was a mess.
thn log head dunno disappear whr.
and thn finally the key was found.
thn open door,
and thn joyce and kee wnt to take their squad.
thn ps was messy, very messy at first.
thn left the ps and log inside and wnt to take 4108.
took their attendance and check the nursing's attire.
thn ya.
i really got to say that log members were really efficient.
in keeping the valuable box etc.
yep.
admin too!
good job felicia.

thn opening parade.
okay to tell the truth,
im really very nervous.
screwed...

okay la.
thn aftr tat was.
argh idk how to say.

stress stress stress very stress.
first time, yea.
but stl!
idk why.

but luckily.
we didnt overun!

time really passes very fast.

joyce and keejeng were really fine i think.
"FABULOUS!"
hahaha keejeng.
LOL
joyce really well done, but can be more strict with them coz you noe..
kee dont so lenient ok, but othr thn tat really, you did a fabulous job.
haha.
i really mean it, i wont say so for fun or to make you feel good.

hmm..
thn as for the various heads, i've alr said..

pt was ok lehs.
excpt for tat incident.
but peix was a really good pti.
yep, and yingshuang too.
both of you did much much btr thn i expected. ;D
great job!

thn end liao.
screwed closing.
debriefed and we were dismissed.

yep.
haha meldrick, thx for your good advice.

yea,
thou two of the dept was pretty screwed,
but coz of the dept members,
everything was able to run smoothly.

great co-operation.
love you guys.

so sad no fac training for me.
:/
nvm la.
today we stayed back and trained.
and collected reflections.

haha some of the sec 2s were really nice.
those AARs are with keejeng now,
so yep.
but i can rmbr some..
from xiang yun and kenzi.
LOL
joyce was lyk so touched over xiangyun's.
haha.

and yea.
intensive fd training today.
haha.
i love training with NA.
:D

ahems.
so disappointing mann chiching. ;DD
haha inside joke. xD

kayy those who haven hand in reflections hor,
those 9 of you.
tml ok!
rmbr ah.
kay,
im gonna bring my reflections tml,
for tat joyce to read.
haha.

kayy la.
tats all?
yep.

i've really learnt alot from this trial parade.
and thanks for your advice zhanteng.
and to everyone else who err adviced me.
haha.

yep, i'll try to be more confident.
and have more authority.
LOL

first trial parade,
240310.
4108 ♥,
you guys rock my world hot.
LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS KHOO HONG LI! ;D

kay, i noe you love tat bear rite.
its a polar bear! :D
okay, supposedly, since its white.
very touched hor.
haha.
is yy and me buy de lehs fyi.

and sry i didnt give you the "present" i promised you.
but u also say udw wad.
kk nxt time lor.

hmm today was trial parade.
okay i wl talk abt it tml.
really very tired.
but got write quite a fair bit on squad blog.
but hey.
my blog de more fun okay.
got feelings de.
4108 blog cnnt anyhow write.
haha.

k i shall talk abt it tml aftr i've collected all the reflections!
haha.

in summary,
it was a stressful but wonderful experience.

thanks alot 4108,
for your co-operation and encouragement. ♥
love you guys loads.

cya peeps!
tired..
nites.

BUILDING BRICKS OF LIFE

yep.
sjabnhc '10 camp theme.

group 4 ftw.
LOFTY ; BLUE GROUP.

see even camp tee also blue.
no wonder lofty pwn. ;D

hmm our grp got.
sec3s - alan, wanqing, me
sec 2s- kailin, daryl
sec 1s- kailin, weiyun, henry

day 1 - 18/3/10
group i/c cum bunk i/c.
cos was xiuzheng.
no lanyards this yr.
LOL
we wore stuffs lyk bands on our right wrist.
ya.
quite nice?
bunking in was ok.
not as hiong as previous camps.
actually nursings bunks are okay.
thn its lyk.
hmm lunch.
thn ice breaking games.
thn outdoor cooking.
lets not talk abt the sink.
-.-
it sucks.
but ya.
cleaned up liao thn ok liao.
thn hmm yea.
collect all the mess tins and stoves and ran ard finding 4 missing stoves.
thn zhanteng told us tat someone go return to sjab room. -.-
thn was triage.
LOL
entry point ic.
-.-
damn messy at the first aid point.
ps. :/
but yea.
i learnt alot from tat.
owe yufeng sir 20.
LOL
thn last parade and ya.
wnt to bath and slp.
no night duty for tat day and incoming cos, grp ics.

day 2-19/3/10
cos jingyu.
thn ya.
morning was pt.
thn was sentosa.
but aftr beach games was lunch and it rained.
thn was lyk stoning at the shelter for ard one hour.
thn did amazing race games.
actually qutie fun.
thn bus-ed back to sch and did for another half hour.
grp 4 chionged lyk mad.
LOL
do all the easy peasy ten points one.
haha.
thn was bbq.
LOL
our grp use the small short pit.
can sit and do.
LOL
thn help to clean and eat.
wah keejeng zai sia.
stuffed so much food.
kelian.
:x
thn lyk last parade and thn shower and slp.
they shower really..

day 3-20/3/10
cos wanqing.
woke up at 0330.
thn 0400 fall in.
hiking.
was walking with peix and crapping with him. ;D
haha.
walked to west coast park, thn nus thn lyk idk whr else.
LOl
thn wnt back for breakfast.
thn was lyk area cleaning.
wnt to clean bunk 110.
very clean ok!
yating de standards are sky high. :/
thn daph kp giving me stress.
" by 0940 if all the tables and chairs are not up u knock it down. "
" by 0942 if all the windows are not cleaned u owe me"
" by 0955 if the floor is not sweeped u knock it down"
wah see chubby muddy i can rmbr all.
-.-
thn ya.
okay la.
thn wnt for debrief.
no video, sadded.
nxt time.
hope they annouce best grp and best trainee too!

i know i shouted and hurried everyone alot during bathing time, falling in and stuffs.
so if u hate me for doing tat, its fine.
just that you all really have to try to be faster, esp the sec 2s. yeea..

okay la really tired.
this camp is.
yea ok.

thanks to all the officers, seniors, teachers for making this camp possible,
and all the ppl for attending the camp and making it a sucess. ;D

really slping.
nites peeps.
rest well. (:

okay, im off to camp tmrw.
till lyk saturday.

haha.
okay, i noe you and you and you and you.
yes you.
would miss me alot alot. ;D

okay, i shall stop being byl.
LOL

zz why need bring wooden pole. -.-
siann!

okay la.
im so sorrie oscar and thomas, i noe im lyk talking to u guys thn i suddenly off,
but its all thanks to my stupid msn, idk y.
sry sia.
LOL

okay, i gtg and slp now.
-.-
tired!
haha okay.

cya peeps. x3
rmbr spam my plurk ok! ;D

why do you have to walk out on me?? why?? why??? you promised..

i hate it.
srsly.

i dont want to be think of it, let alone be reminded of it.


stop it.
stop it.
seriously.
stop it.

zzz

okay, if you arent prepared for any crap, blahblah.
stop scrolling down and reading this.
i mean it.

camp is lyk..
thurs.
zz

it will be fun, i noe.
but but.
haiz.

i haven finished my hols h/w.
zz

now im preparing the ppt and script for the stp.
why am i doing this when im nt going idk.
i didnt noe tat ldr have to do all the saikang work.
okay, so maybe im not going, so the more i shld do.
zz idk.

im really very sian.
haiz.

i really wanted so much to be good, do my best, work harder...
i want to be good,
be how you want me to be.

isnt this wad i've always be living for?
isnt this the world i've be living in?
your expectations, their expectations, everyone's expectations..
my expectations?
my expectations have became yours, but they never mine.

you never praise me ; its okay.
you never appreciated it ; its fine.
but you shldnt say i didnt work hard, i didnt try hard.
you are never ever satisfied.
damn it.
even when i got first, all you say was, you can do btr.
damn it.
what is EVER enough?

say la.
tell me la.
i give you la.

"i ran away, waiting for you to run aftr me.. but you didnt.."
"i did.. but i was too slow.. and i didnt catch up with you.."

zzzzzzzz
so this is how you define love.

i dont want to talk to you.
shut the hell up.

zzzzzz
wadevva la.

okay fac is really very near too.
very very near.

dunno la.

damn it.
i really dont wann think about it, can you just shuddap?

zzzzzzzzzzzz

fine.
i've spammed enough crap here.
so i shall go.

何維健 变化

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱 会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你 会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你
都变成了灰烬
从勇气 变距离
没有人能够保证 永远在一起

时间会把我把你
都变成了回忆
那时候 有没有
一个不会为时间而变化的你

分开追逐著相聚
辛酸渴望著甜蜜
我们都是一样穷得只剩下空虚

我买不起我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你
都变成了灰烬
从勇气 变距离
不变的幸福只是 一种距离

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候 有没有
一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局
还是我变成了你最想忘记的回忆

its srsly damn nice.
okay.,
thou i dun lyk that derrick much, but the song is really nice.
credits to the songwriters. (:



郭美美 二人同

勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受

我想过很多以后
幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风 改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

爱你不重
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受

yea..
i love emo songs when im down..
zz
okay it may sound sadistic, but that's how i deal with my feelings.

at least i wont feel worse.
no btr, but at least not worse..
haiz.

polar bear keep asking me to cheer up.
haiz.
if you know the kind of shit im going through,
i dont wan a cheer up, i need a hug.
its getting harder smiling and pretending all the time.,

k la i shall go.
cya peeps.

i prefer not to remember what we were once like..
it hurts to be reminded of it..

hey..

14th of March = 白色情人节
so today is 14/3, one month aftr 14/2.
wow..


hmm yep.

ytd training was fun.
haha.
fruitful.

i reached pretty early and i saw yewheng slping at the canteen table with some othr np ppl.
LOL
haha.
thn those bb boys taking up the parade square and we were lyk hoping that they wl stay thr till 0830 thn hopefully we wont have pt.
ahh but sad.
they left just bfr pt.
:/

LOL
thn pt was taken by haowei for the run and daph n chunny for the sets.
double pain sia.
cramp plus stitch.
zzzzz i feel lyk dying mann.
but well at least nvr fall out.

thn was lyk..
hmm fa!
haha.
was okay.
learnt new things.
can really learn alot from jane maam.
haha.


thn was lyk..
hn in the canteen.
LOL
coz nc using the sickbay.
thn co and bb were lyk eating in the canteen.
mann we were so lyk so hungry.

thn did lyk 2 cases.
LOL

thn fd.
and we were dismissed.
;D

wnt to eat with NA and NCs.
wanqing,joyce,chiching,me - NA ;D
felicia and evania - NC (:
haha.
coz grace wnt for piano exam.
ya.


i really hate those UGs who laughed at stjohn.

if you cant do btr thn ppl, dont laugh.


ya.
career talk was damn nice.
thn the guy was talking abt.
entrepreneur comes frm.
Poverty - so that you will learn how to save
Humiliation - so that you will learn how to be humble
Dependecy - we all depend on each othr to survive.
PhD.
LOL
haha.

he's very inspiring.
yep.

and he talks abt being a ldr.
thn he say.
when he drives past nan hua to fetch his wife,
he sees certain UGs ldrs pumping their juniors thn they themselves playing behind.
and he says tat that's the worst kind of leader.
thn he say a leader shld do twice of wad he expects his follower to do.
and those UG leaders shld pump with their juniors, not play behind.

doesnt tat sound familiar?
im proud to say that st john is not liddat.
seniors will pump with the juniors.
ya, but some UGs are really liddat.
yea..

k la i shld really stop blogging and msning and fb-ing and plurking and concentrate on my s2 notes.
okay,cya peeps. :D

sigh, its hard its tiring its driving me mad.. but yea, i'll stay strong and not disappoint everyone ok? yea yea stop pressurizing me. even a rubber has its limits and can only be stretched to a certain extend. i feel lyk snapping into half, if you try bending me anymore. i cant take it anymore. argh.. issit the price i have to pay for this? why is the price so high?? issit really worth it? worth it so much tat i have to even sacrifice my results?? my results......
and where are you when i most needed you? do you know that a word of encouragement from you means the world to me? im half dead and you dont care do you? zzzzzzz i love you so much yet you treat me like shit.
im tired.....
你是否一样，对我依然依然很想念...

hey..

hmm.
wanna share sth special abt today.

anws.
today was ok.
really.
pandian was ok..
emath was ...

thn el spelling zz frgt to learn.
no full marks got two wrongs.
zz

thn was llf?
needless to say..

bio was fun.
mr li nvr teach.
;D
LOL i got excellent for conduct.
hmmm..
my results is shit.
yea.
wonder if my mum will sign.
zzzz

thn chem ok la.
ya.

the entreprenuer talk was inspiring. ;D
yea..

k nvm i gtg now.
damn my sis.
zzz

kay bye peeps.
nxt post k?

digging out sth thats buried deep deep inside my heart, sth which i didnt want to rmbr.
sth that remains deep inside for very long.
sth i still miss till now..

woots.

today training was FUN! ;D

k la lets talk abt sch first.
k basically nth,
excpt tat llf sucks ttm ttc as usual.

ya.
thn HoM presentation.
kanghui didnt noe tat there was a presentation till lyk 1045.
oh great man, you're the best.

thn yea.
pretty screwed la zz.
thn mr mun had to shout at those sec 4 guys to shut them up.
sian.
make me sian the whole day coz of this.
-.-

thn was lyk.
hmm.
lunch!
LOL
fd fd!
haha.
at foyer.

ok thn polar bear go cordoned me say sry(x 100 times) dun liddat lehs (x 100 times) emo face ( x 10000 times).
eh dun sajiao to me lor.
no use one.
use mentos bribe me summore.
ok la act cute dumb dumb i stl got forgive you wad.. abit la. ;D
say wad u wont be able to slp ytd n today.
thn ytd slept at 9.45pm summore.
...
LOL

ooh and thanks mh for the 100 plus. :D

shared mentos with NA and NC.
haha.

yea.
fd ok la. ;D
NA'10 FTW. ♥
haha.

thn was lyk.
hmm aftr sch training.
haha.

spam fa at sj room.
did lyk 3 cases.
cpr makes me out of breath plus very very hot!
LOL
summore i kanchiong abit thn ya.
LOL
russell was lyk during the third case
" your cpr is.... excellent"
i tot he was going to tell me my cpr sucks.
LOL
nt really excellent la but at least nt screwed.
hmm ya.

thn we wnt to behind clsrm block to stare at NC do fd.
haha.

thn wnt back to canteen with joyce thn LOL
kena kajiao by bryan.
but he's stl so cute ;D LOL

thn fd at parade square.
khengyee came too.
haha.
hmm ya.
ok la.
minor minor mistakes as usual.
so work on tat lor.
funny lehs we kp kekanan on march till so LOL
hahaha.

thn ya.
wnt to see NC and did case with them.
assess felicia for both cases.
haha dont so ji dong ok felicia.
actually you are doing pretty ok.
ya.
haha.
fun lyk crap coz they throwing the lizard ard and spider thn wad tio poison bite.
LOL

joyce ahh dun jealous la ure chiching hor dun wan u liao la.
very hard to accept hor, but stl have to accept la.
hahaha.

hmm.
work hard FAC TEAMS!
NAN HUA FTW. ;D
jiayous.
we are all in this tgt.
haha.

comp real soon.
arghh. ://

scaryyyy.
ok la gtg laods of homework.
rmbr go squad blog k. (:

bye peeps. ;D

hey..
hmm.
these two days..



okay.
monday was lyk.
quite ok?
ya.
nth much.

but aftr sch was funny.
and lame.
-.-


ate hotplate with zhihui, junwei, xinrong, hanpeng, melvin while waiting for the kumar.
thn was lyk funny.
LOL
and i saw him and totally lost my appetite.. im lyk sitting with so many guys and.. haiz. ok but yea, noe tat i love him alot can liao rite..
thn went back 303 thn lizhihao and kumar were thr.
thn started our discussion.
with junwei and zhihui down thr smiling and ...
-.-

mr li's face was damn funny.
LOL
i kp wanting to LOL.

thn ya.
had some nice ideas.
woots.
haha.
we r pretty fast yea?

LOL
kimchi is nice.
hahaha.
kimchi discussion.
and wad else.
the the yoghurt and milk.
LOL

i think we do milk btr la hor.
since everything ldr do thn ldr decide also la.
;DD

but kimchi is nice!!
can eat at the same time.
LOLOL

k la.
very greedy pig.
haha.

thn aftr tat tues..
which is today.
was LOL!

first two periods chinese.
walao damn shuang fire drill.
thn left 10 mins of chinese.
LOL
we wnt to fall in at sjab room.
super last min notice.
LOL

thn ya.
hot sia the field.
super stuffy.
but worth it.
miss hcl!

thn was lyk.
egeog.
thn nornie was LOL

thn was lyk emath.
zz ms xiang cant teach.
i cant und her.
-.-


thn was recess and met mrs thai..
no recess again.
LOL
thn heng help me buy food and kena caught.
dunno wad happened but he stl manage to giv me
LOL


thn phy?
zz

thn was lyk wad??
elaine chng nv come.
pandian kope her one period.
thn ya.
LOL

lunch fd!
did at foyer.
-.-
i feel lyk an exhibition thingy.
and i feel so sorry for the animals in zoo then.
yiting and william were lyk doing duty thr.
thanks alot of taking care of our hps yiting. :D

ya.
na drills reali improved i think.
as a whole.
LOL
feel the aura.
and pride.
NA'10. ♥


thn walk back to cls saw nich.
LOL
wanted to tell him sth but he was with his frens.


LOL
clow veh funny.
hahaha.
you wont find out de la i bet! ;D


haha ya.
thn was lyk.
hmm bio.

aftr sch was sky meeting.
LOL
linguojing angry coz alot of ppl took so long to come down.
me n lijie n yuting were lyk the first three.
LOL
and all the 303 peeps. ;D


reali lor.
i thk they shld be faster also.
k la teachers may release late.
but coming dwn at 1450 is abit too extreme?
yea.
punctuality is lyk basic stuffs.
summore we sky de lehs.
LOL
linguojing angry also for a good cause la.
he frm oxford de lehs.
finished masters in lyk 4 darn years?
omg!
no wonder he is sky ic.
wow mien.
i wan to be lyk him.
LOLOL


k la i gtg and prepare for my full sj u now.
tml 0615 fall in lehs!
and stl have to help yewshen and rymond take book sia.
LOL


will be super hot la!!
and summore im at guys turning point.
-.-
win sia.
zz

but ya.
first shift.
LOL
no nid run! ;D

ok la.
tml will prepare alot of ice packs for polar bear or else he will lyk die.
acc to chunyi who reminded me on plurk.
hahaha.
LOL


k la tml road run i wan go slp liao.
LOL
full sj u. -.-
sha le wo ba....

oh well,
but im proud to be able to wear tat.
haha.


CHEERIOS DEAR!
please dont emo le ok.
i noe you arent happy coz of you noe and ya..
but ya.
hard to smile and yea.
but you are always smiling..
see?
you are a strong guy.
so you can endure through it all.
i believe you can.
look forward to weekends yea? (:
k la noe tat i love you alot.
haha.

looking forward to friday!

kk reali going.
cya babes.

ya.

today went hq train.
jane maam took us.
she very nice!
and learnt alot from her.
ya.
hmm so we wnt to home nursing room 2.
okay the scary portrait is stl thr. -.-

thn ya.
na did case first.
quite ok lehs.
jane maam de very simple case is indeed very simple la..
hypertension and diabetic.
thn ya.
actually ok lehs.

thn we learnt abt transferring and alot more.
ya.
detailed stuffs.

jane maam say my woundcare is ok. ;D
ok finally im frens with my lil dressing set.

ya thn was lyk wad uhms fa!
haha.
na and nc take turns to judge.
was funny.
no dummy thn lyk i do cpr on felicia she kp squirming.
haha.

thn ya took mrt to cls gathering.
thn ya playground, swings, seasaw!!
my favourite!
haha lijie say im childish and lame.
just like dolphin boy. LOL
k la i noe i very lame lor, but damn fun srsly.
so mabe i just love childish things, but so wad? haha.
i like karhui tat way. LOL

i hate oscar srsly!
he likes to copy my voice and tease me.
zz i reali !!!!!
thn tat tbh go add oil add vinegar add salt. -.-

LOL

played truth or dare.
;D
the crazy kind.
coz its we organise play one.
haha.
siao one can.
make me do those unglam stuffs.
but damn fun.
haha.
i dun lyk truths, i rthr choose dare.
ate and left early.
ya.

k la not much.
im really tired.

my dearest tart, if you are reading this, ya.
k la smile more please, stop emoing.
walao you noe i am here one rite.
so ya.
dun emo la.
crap with me la.
just just dont so sad lehs.
im nt going to say all those chessy stuffs wad i love you alot.
but you shld noe tat i really care for you and ya.
so must must cheer up. ;D
i dedicate such a big part of my post to you, so you cant emo anm.
smile! ;D
我被背叛过，我也知道背叛的痛
ahh ok. the ironical thing is. i wasnt waiting for him. LOL -ed. k so mabe im waiting. but not him la. -.- yaya stop saying tat. such a miracle for me to like the same guy for so long. i noe i noe. stop saying. zz
k la anws today yew shen bdae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEW SHEN! ;D
treat ureself btr.
haha.
ya work hard ok?
jiayous. ;D

i really love it when ppl i love are smiling.
as in really, not just fake fake ones.
yes deardears, please smile more.
i love your smiles.

k i shall end with this.
haha bye peeps. (:

you smile like there is no tomorrow ;
i smile like my face is breaking apart.

you dont have to change a thing, i love you just the way you are.

haha.
okay.
today was okay. (:

hmm.
ya.
nth much lor.
today i took amath test during lunch coz i wnt for seminar ytd and left early.

hmm lizhihao nt here.
thn ya.


thn aftr sch wnt to present IvP.
haha.
so many of sjab sec 2 in sky.
like wad et said,
sjab is blessed with bright ppl somehow.
kind of true.
jaryl, weetiong, charmaine, wonjiamin and some othrs all in sky.
LOL

yang super slow.
wnt phy lab wait for him and he lyk dilly dally liddat.
LOL
thn heng go gl tat teacher.
haha funny.
thn wnt home with heng, yang, bey.
thn wnt to cityvibe, walk back to kfc again.
LOL
yang reali super funny.
plus horny. -.-

thn when waiting i saw laura khoo.
and she was lyk smiling at me thn i say hi to her.
thn she say "oh karhui i know all about you"
thn i was lyk " ?? "
she was lyk " i teach 410 and i was telling my class abt you"

thn i ....


thn thurs was lyk !!!
coz we supposed to do HoM.
thn coz of tat _ police we nvr.
zz make us chiong so much.
im nt blaming mrs thai, really.
but you know, the othr one. -.-

ya thn llf spoils my mood, as usual.
my face totally turns sour till lyk can decay kind when i see her.
you rock alot mien.
zz

hmm ya.
thn was lyk i seminar.
ya.
left early and ate with yenshen n merilyn.
thn we cabbed there.
(:
was telling nich tat i ponning sch when he came past during lunch.
haha.

fusionpolis is cool.
:D

ya.
the talk is about being green in technology.
ya lor.
must save earth and stop global warming.
save those cute lil polar bears. :D
haha.

thn wed got parade.
LOL
CAA gold again.
:D

ppl take for granted when you kp getting gold.
zz
its not tat easy.


thn tues was lyk i frgt wad.
mon!
dolphin!!
srly, i love tat dolph.

THANKS ALOT POLAR BEAR!
ILY. ;D
the dolph is cute.
srsly.
its lyk always with me now, excpt when im in sch.
thanks alot.
hugs on 24th k? (:

tml training at HQ.
hmm ya.
wl be beneficial.
for that,i sacrificed alot, even sth tat i wont sacrifice no matter wad, im sacrificing for that. really, even if im not the best, please at least appreciate the effort i put it. im telling you that im getting tired and im not gonna tolerate any longer if you continue doing this. im not your slave, and I AINT OBLIGED. you suck ttm ttc. ppl who think you rock are either blind or stupid.
so tired.
thn got 303 cls gathering.
nt sure if i wan to go..

this week super busy and im really tired and i wan to slp also cnnt slp.
zz

you are just plain byl and lame! srsly!
i told you, i have disappointments.
k la shant bore ppl any longer.
cya! ;D

i love you, aftr so long.
i still do.