Today is Nan Hua 93rd Speech and Prize Giving Day

hmm.
yep.
dismissed at 1030
lessons were epiccc!
complaining like crap to lijie and ruonan.
counting down the number of mins.
phy epic.
im srsly thinking of dropping it.
hcl needless to say.
-.-
but aftr tat was pe!
fun fun.
i did nth, since i got gold for napha.

thn aftr tat.
zzzzzzzz
went pizza hut cause nan hua ppl dont often go thr.
epic ****
dancers plus the 4108 ppl.
epiicccc.
wadeva mann.
worst meal i have had all this year.
damn it.
zzzzzzzzzzzz

thn wnt back sch study.
mmm.
so guai hor.
haha.
and only studied for like one hour.
-.-
epic.
choosing trip sci aftr no 9 subjs combo was a huge mistake.
i shld have just go ahead and taken pgeog ehist bio and dc wad my mum say.
zzzzz
i regretted it.
alot.
science sucks totallyy.

thn changed and went for speech day! :D
ok la.
changed seat.
sat at C4.
saw alot of sj seniors. :D

marching cont was...
hmm.
but sj was great mann.
i heard ppl behind me talking abt sj quite coordinated and i was like :D !

speech day.
no wonder its called speech day.
talk talk talk talk.
-.-
epic.
but the GOH de talk was inspiring mann!
yep.

thn the prize presentation...
CONGRATS TO BIQI FOR GETTING THE STUDENT OF THE YEAR AWARD! ;D
she really deserved it mann.
so proud tat she's my seniors, my sc, and she's in st john!
and grats to jane maam and yufeng sir for getting friends of nan hua for their contribution to sj! :D

got 30 bucks pop voucher for 2nd in standard.
can spam stationeries again.
;D

grats to all the prize recipents! :D

the food was ok?
yea.
cakes nice! :D
love it.
mum came with my youngest sis.
LOL

mmm..
nice la speech day.
LOL

kk tired le.
wanna slp.
nites peeps! :D

in you, i see everything i lacked.

ahh.. crap.

paper one today was.
:/
ok la.

hcl stl ok i think??
but idk wad to write mann.
nvm.
thn thn.
el.
omg.
shit la.
dammit!
i hate paper one.
:/
corrections: i hate exams.

anws.
today was ok.
last two periods math.
-.-
z @ xiang.
i was day dreaming in cls.
well, i dun und wad she's talking abt, obviously.
and she suddenly called my name in tat weird accent of hers.
-.-
and i was like.
huh? simi? she call me?
and gave some crap anws and got it right.
kayy im smart. ;D
haha jk.

anws.
went out to kfc.
ahh suay like crap.
zzzzzzzzzzz

nvm suan le.
who cares.
lamelame.

i nvr even finish my cheese fries. D;
so sad.
nxt time go eat eat double. :D
haha.
k nvm im pig.
LOL

once and for all.
me and yewheng nvr stead.
-.-
stop talking crap pls.

ahh tmrw is amath test.
crapp!
:/
k i got daph to help me?
i hope?
LOL

so sian.
im siann!
so sian of being sian.

haha jingwen is epic.
damn funny.
LOL

idw talk to you mann.
can you just go away?
srsly.
fake till so fake.
stupid.
even im a btr liar thn you.
-.-

mye coming.
so scary.
:0
but this mye doesnt mean anything.
wad matters is eoy.
yep.

those ppl that nvr study prc will nvr und how we feel.
esp in 303 with all those top prcs.
-.-

pms alot recently.
dk why.
LOL

ahhh i ytd watch star awards saw my jj!!
he so cutteee! ;DD
really lor.
i love him to max. ;D
he got sing di ji ge yi bai tian and sorta hugged pan ling ling..
ahhh so jealous.
but nvm la.
his most admired actress. :D
i bet pan ling ling is honoured.
ok la actually her acting quite nice. :D

tmrw napha.
LOL
gg.
i nvr train at all mann.
good luck to me.

you arent my cup of tea anymore, so i made you my cup of chocolate. :D

ok really gtg.
he's stl the best, ttm. (L)

hey..

k i noe im been neglecting my dearest bloggie..
im so sorrie. :/

k anws...
life aint good..
but it aint bad either..
ahh wad am i crapping..

mm.
today wnt to the speech day rehearsal?
LOL
stoning there for so damn long.
k and i kena gl by that pandian.
he was like.
"are you sure you are the second in lvl? "
and he asked this freaking question for two times.
i feel lyk being rude and walk away from the rehearsal.
zz but in the end i just smile at him veryyyy nicely and say.
mmmm.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.-
stupid thingy.
make us walk like some models who cant catwalk.
total LOL.
and i was made to rebow.
-.-

thn wnt to collect results from ytd de stp.
haha.
quite fun.
eeyer yakult bluff ppl de!
dunno is ahems mr li not pro enough.
or the yakult contains very very lil bacteria.

anws ytd de stp was funn! ;DD
they waited for me till 4 pm thn start coz i got sth on?
i frgt wad.
LOL
i feel damn bad like they always waiting for me.
-.-
haha was fun.
some epic fail attempts and jokes.
thn mr li kp going.
arrrrr. thanks ahh. sorry ahh.
haha inside joke. xD

mmm.
thn ya.
quite fun lehs.
mircobiology.
i love bio,
even thou i hate chem and phy.
and li zhihao is the bestest teacher can. ;D

wed was parade ahh.
last trial parade.
kk skip skip.

tues was?
i frgt.
mon?
idc.

anws.
there's this damn nice song.
damn sweeeeet.



你是汹涌的海浪 我是疲惫的沙滩
暖暖的斜阳 吊在我们的肩膀
你用醉人的眼波 拴住恋爱的绳索
那么痴迷 那么绮丽

你轻轻柔柔的细述着槟城下的雨
淋湿你的长发几十年来抹也抹不去
啊 我会慢慢的想起 几十年都不会忘记

轻轻的为你唱首歌 几十年的歌
靠在你的背后紧紧握着你的右手 慢慢的教你写首诗
要你记着我的事
当你孤孤单单的时候
我要继续为你唱出这首歌

nice rite.
i wanna watch the movie.
zz have to find time.

ok.
i really dun und mann.
someone enlighten me.
why does ppl with good results have to wear:
super long skirt sweeping the floor,
super long socks higher than stockings,
blouse tucked in all the way,
hair w/o a single strand of fringe.

etcetc.
you get the picture.
-.-

anws.
wow.
i didnt noe tat garr is so smart and getting 3 prizes!
i mean, yea i noe he's damn smart.
but 3??

mmmm.
anws.
my seat is lyk B24.
which is like middle of the stage there.
so i can see everytthing.
cool! :D

mmm.
wadeva la.
im so siann of this hectic life.
z mye sucks..

but haiz.
he's my motivation to study everytime idw to study.
motivation to move on,
to carry on even when i feel lyk giving up.

i nvr ever expected my life to be liddat.
summore.
my school life...

ahh nvm.
i wl wl wl wl move on and pull thru yea?
i promised.

k cya peeps.
probably wont see me till like exams over or sth?

yea,
here's to my deardear.
jiayous too! you can do it mann.
you are the best. :D
ily. LOL
yep.

cya peeps.
(L)
sry for the short post.

hey..

this whole week had been..
yep.

fun la.
today wnt for stp at rp.
haha left early.
stupid xiang.
zz

and and.
fun la.
LOL
lizhihao say got presentation in the end also bo.
qi pian wo de feelings! ><

thn thn.
LOL
thurs stayed back do cls deco.
thanks to zhihui, junwei, taison, hanpeng and danhui for staying back to help huishi.
some cls comm ppl are really standing thr doing nth.
zz!

wed i wnt to make passport.
thn aftrnoon wnt to sch for parade.
thn i saw junwei zhihui xinrong hanpeng they all.
suan me. -.-
wnt back and helped.
yay fun.
love working with my nia. :D

mm yea.
actually nth much.
stl the same.
sianness.

ok la.
he light up my life alot.
he's really the best.
thanks deardear. (:
haha.
i love my deardear mann. ;D
you wont be reading this, but really.
thanks ah.

yep short post.
but ya.

jiayous aa and nc for nfac training tmrw.
many lucks.
jiayous ok, bring the glory back to nan hua.
you guys rocks. (L)

ok well im off to more msn and fb and sms.

cya peeps! ;D

now thinking back.

im stl sad abt getting second, yea.
i admit.

but well.
at least i dun cry at the mention of that or thinking abt that.
LOL

mmm.
who wont be sad la.
really.

mmm so no nfac trainings for na.
:/
jiayous AA and NC!

i feel kind of empty w/o fac trainings...
my life is still full and filled to the brim,
but just.
its just just.
idk..

miss na.
haha.
wanqing, joyce, chiching, yingshuang.
and liqing miaopei cuiling.

anws.
garrick is down with hfmd. :/
7 ulcers at the throat?
tats bad.
nah, tats ultra bad.
GET WELL SOON! (:
aiya but he so many ppl who love and care for him..
mmm.
life is really :/ now.
i have to chiong all homework for those teachers.
-.-

anws.
mm.
today went jp shop shop.
LOL
zz and all heng de frens were thr.
i regretted going jp.
-.-

but i bought my fluorescent clips!
keejeng la never find my clips lor.
haha.

mmm.
and bought many many pens at popular.
spam.
haha.

tues aftr sch i went to keming pri to do cip.
out of the 14 ppl this year,
only me annie lynette are girls.
-.-
last yr de ppl also came on tues.
rong hua and william.
was pretty fun.
the guys were mischievous and cute.
haha.

mm yep.
wed's parade was ...
no more elaboration. (:

zz im chionging ss elearning now.
-.-
LOL thai mj.

someone else is chionging too.
haha.

mmm.
wad else.
tired.
tml is friday.
zz
its fast.
idw term 2 to go fast fast.
please..
pretty pinky please..

next week last trial parade.
haiz.
so fast.

LOL
speech day is the end of this mth.
mum stl deciding whether to go or not.
zz

llf is crap.
srsly.

and tat miss xiang.
srsly.
we are all going to fail our hcl and amath and emath tgt!
yay!

srsly.
life is epic.
-.-

boring shit.
its so busy tat its boring lyk crap.

sianned.

im tired la.
zz
im slping less thn four hours from mon to sat since the start of this yr.
-.-

i cherished every moment of slp now.
so pathetic.
i spend my free time slping. -.-

ok, so im off now.
cya peeps. (:
you have everyone to care for you, so many ppl to care for you. you dont need my concern or sympathy. you are too well loved, too cared-for, everyone to be there to love you and care for you.. really. you dun need me. its good actually. yea..
i miss you alot. haha. its been long since we talked so much.. i miss everything we did tgt, i miss our long long conversations, i miss the way you smile so cutely, i miss our memories, miss the way you teach me my work, i miss your gl-ness, i miss your lame jokes, strawberry shortcake mcflurry... but i miss you the most...

NA'10 First Runner Up..

grats to AA and NC for getting champs!
and AC for getting First Runner Up.

silver..
so in the end.
we stl didnt get gold..

tml morn will be our prize presentation.
i hope i hope i really wont.
wanqing say everyone will laugh at me if i cry, so i wont.
i will really really try my best not to.

im too tired to blog abt wad happened.
but stl.

i want to thank alot alot of ppl.
everyone who supported and encouraged me in one way or other.
really.
thank you.

especially.

our mentors;
MIAOPEI ; LIQING ; CUILING

miaopei ;
you've really taught me quite alot of things. not only abt the competition, but abt staying strong and working hard towards your goal. thanks alot for taking up your time for studying and helping us, especially after school and during lunch time. and scolding us and being tough on us during trainings, so that we wld learn from our mistakes. thank you, sgt miaopei!

liqing ;
you are really a very gentle and nice mentor! i really learnt alot from you. thanks for not scolding me when i didnt do well, but instead encouraging me to work harder and improve. you are really an imba s2! ever so patient, so nice. your encouragement push me to work harder when i feel lyk giving up. thanks for taking up your time and coming to train us. we really appreciated it alot. thank you, sgt liqing!

cuiling ;
you are really a fun mentor, so patient and soft. your scoldings are for our own good, yea. we know. (: you sacrifised your lunch and aftr sch time for us too! and you are always giving us changes, making us laugh during trainings, and yet can make us learn something from it too! thank you, sgt cuiling!


daphne ;
my act cute, lame, annoying, kiddy, chubby hand, muddy sc! your encouragements really mean alot to me when im tired, im irritated, im pissed, i feel lyk giving up. you are really great! thanks chubby hands for helping me!


all our seniors and officers ;
thank you for coming back to train us aftr sch, on sat so on and so forth. thanks alot for your guidance, moral support, encouragment, advices... w/o your help, we wldnt even have achieved so much. THANK YOU TO ALL THE SENIORS AND OFFICERS.


all the teachers ;
esp mr eric tan, for coming back on most of the saturdays and drawing the keys for us. and mr nich liu. thankyou for giving us the opportunities, and encouraging us on silently. xie xie ni men!


4108 teletubies ;
we've been through alot of things as a squad, we are the best mann. thanks alot for giving me the strength and the encouragement to move on, each time i feel lyk giving up. thanks for standing by me, bringing joy, smiles, laughters to my life. i really enjoyed all the sat fac trainings we had tgt, and the lunch aftr tat. i love the bond in our squad, and the love and the camaradeship. no matter what happens, we are still the teletubies. x33


NA'10 S1 Wanqing ;
hmmm what shld i say lehs.. these trainings really made me see another side of you, and got to know you better. you are really a zai s1 ok! motivating the team to work harder and strive on. i really learnt quite alot of things from you too. and you give me the confidence tat i can do it no matter wad, thou i bet ydk tat rite. haha. im so proud that you are my s1, and so happy too! i wont want to trade you for anyone else. you are the best best bestest of the best. really, i love you alot wanqing.

NA'10 S3 Joyce ;
okay you ah.. everytime argue with me one. haha. hmm yea.. i have to say you are really an awesome s3. you make me laugh even when i dun feel lyk laughing. we really got so much closer during these trainings, and it was really fun and funny and everything triaining and crapping tgt. your encouragement really make me smile. and i love the way we can work well tgt eventually. you are really good and hardworking, making me feel guilty at times. haha. but still, you really rock alot. haha. bestest of the bestest best s3 ever! i love you too!


NA'10 s4 Chiching ;
ziqinggg! haha thanks for being by me during fa case, LOL thou not all the times, but sometimes. and tat really give me the support and strength, making me believe tat i can do it. idk why, but with you beside me i can just rmbr all the things i have to do. haha. and also we've been much closer coz of trainings and stuffs yea? thanks for all the crap mann. you are the best best bestest best s4 too! crowd control ahh. "sir sir look into my eyes" haha. imba ambulance call yea? kayy i love you alot alot too! can say too many alot, ltr ure joyce kill me again. -.-

NA'10 S5 Yingshuang ;
thanks for ure lame jokes and moral support esp during fac! haha. you really took an effort to learn abt the diff roles, which is good! thanks for ure encouragement during fac, it was really great. so yep! i love you too!

i feel loved during the competitions.
thankyou to all the juniors, seniors, teachers for coming down and supporting us.
and cheering for us all the way.
xie xie ni men.
i really feel so loved.
we got prata, they dun have.
eat till i super full.
(:
and ofc, 4108's love and everything..
thanks alot.

NA'10 ; our journey doesnt end here.
we are still NA'10 forever.

all these laughters, smiles, sweats, tears..
all for this.
work hard AA and NC!
bring the corp and the zone pride and glory. (:
you can do it!

i stl got alot of ppl to thank.
LOL
i seem to owe ppl alot.
thank you mum for fetching me up and down.
and thanks to all my frens for your support and encouragements.
i really love you guys.

haiz.
we no champ we cry.
you got champ you also cry.
why is 4108 liddat?

i suck totally at comforting ppl, sorrie.
alot alot of things to say, but i really dunno how to say.

sometimes, its not abt the potential,
but abt the luck.
its a competition.
its cruel.
its feelingless.
its either win or lose.
there's nth such as i lose, but im a winner..

sorrie for being such a disappointment.
we stl didnt bring back the gold in the NA category..
true, we broke the so called 3rd curse.
but the fact remains,
we didnt get first.
sorrie, for disappointing and letting down all the hopes that you pinned on us.
and all the times you spent coaching and guiding us..

i wish i could look back and say,
" i'll do better the next time."
but sometimes in life,
there is no second chances.

we didnt train so hard to get silver.

yes, im disappointed.
im sad.
im upset.

i thought i thougt.
we cld do btr..

its now, or never.
i blame myself alot for that.

DEDICATED TO 4108

hey..

fac is in two days time.
stress?

to tell the truth, well.
i am.

but.
its okay.
no matter wad.
know that everyone is there for us right.
seniors, officers, and ofc 4108.

yea,
we trained so long and so hard for this.
not just the four months,
but since sec 1 rite.
tats wad all our parades and trainings are for.
so yes.
NAN HUA FTW.

okay.
so yep.
no matter wad the outcome is.
we are still winners rite.

give your best!
put your hearts in.

believe in yourself.
never lose faith.

last but not least.
NA, thanks for being thr tgt.
;D
the very zai s1.
the very cute s2.
the act cute skinny s3.
the act clever skinny s4.
the lame s5.
and the mentors,
miaopei,
liqing,
cuiling.

thanks for your support and care all these times.
and to all my other frens,
alot alot.

we will do you proud.

remember bring ezlink card, watch, pen, full sj u, gel and fall in at 0830 ok!
jiayous 4108.
love you guys. ♥