而我已经分不清，
你是友情，还是错过的爱情

ahhh ok.
im bored like again.
i look at my pile of homework and i feel so ...
haiz.
i hate homeworks. -.-

today went back to help them with nfac.
ok, nvr help much.
go kpo.
haha.
hmm yea.
then had exco meeting.
pti is -.-
okok.
jane maam say our blogs will be like wad public or sth aftr we are seniors.
and ppl will come and read.
really mehs.
i hope not. -.-
yaya, so cant talk crap here anm..

hmmm.
then went for stp.
boring like ~!@$#@#$%
nth much, the food was awesome, as usual.
and mok is like super noisy or sth pls.

yea, boring day.
im soooo looking forward to like yea, you know..

anws nfac teams jiayous too.
11 july is like nfac.
scary lehs so near..

anws.
ahhh ahh s1 ah.
dun so sad.
cheer up ma.
have faith, horr? (:

tmrw is like chief comm presentation.
morning got nfac training.
then at night got party.
nice..
-.-

anws.
im really looking forward to low kay hwa's new book!
The Perfect Story.
such an ironical title.

so whats PERFECT?
how do we define PERFECT?
and are we, who are not PERFECT at all,
able to define wads PERFECT?

pursuing perfection makes me work harder and strive for the best all the time.
but the thing is,
so wads perfect?
getting the first in standard?
oh well, thats not perfect.
when you get 100+ positions, ppl be like why are you getting this kind of results? you shld get top 50.
then when u get top 50, ppl will be like you shld get top 10.
when you get top 10, ppl will be like you shld get top 5.
when you get top 5, ppl will be like you shld get top 3.
when u get top 3, ppl will ask you, why arent you getting 1st??
when you got 1st, like finally, ppl will be like, why is ure percentage so low? you shld get over 80%!
see wad i mean?

ok, tats wad happened to me.
so yea, not everyone gets the same treatment.

i used to belive tat imperfection makes me perfect,
i mean, since no one is perfect, so imperfection will make someone perfect, right?
that was wad i tot.

not anymore..

when im not smiling doesnt mean tat im emoing.
when im smiling doesnt mean tat im happy.

sometimes, i just dont feel like smiling.
-.-

i really cherished those times i smiled like an idiot, laughed like some mad woman.
like chunny said, smile as if my face is breaking. -.-

too hard, too hard to smile liddat anm.

why?
why do i have to choose??
why????
why cant i have both tgt?
WHY????????

ahh nvm.
i shall go prepare my uniform now.

oh yea, kisses-plushie really make me happy sometimes.
it got such a cute smiley face.
and it just reminds me of _ everytime i look at it.
LOL
how i wish i can bring it tgt with me everywhere i go.

bye peepos.