you know you cant just leave and leave me to pick up those pieces of memories..

i wont.
and you cant.

dont bother highlighting if you dont know me at all.

i feel lost.
i feel empty.
i feel scared whenever i thought of the days i wld have to do without you.

how can i forget someone, who gave me simply too much to remember.
how can i forget someone, who flooded me with memories of him everywhere i go.
how can i ever forget you if i never even wanted to do so in the first place.

its hard to imagine sitting in the canteen during recess and not seeing your face.
its hard to imagine when i've got questions i've got no one to help me.
its hard hard to imagine what it will be like when you leave, and idw to know.
why am i feeling like this..

LOL
mye is officially over.
yea, smile girl.
you shld be happy.
heck care abt those stupid results.

ahh im feeling like idk wad.

looking forward to tmrw. ;D

its been damn long since i post my mmm.
raw uncooked feelings here.
eee sounds ew. -.-
ok, the real true part of me which is unexposed.
k tat sound worse.. -.-
hmm yea w/o tagboard this blog doesnt attract alot of attention.
so i dun mind posting it here.
ppl who came here are mostly my frens.
so yep.

k so maybe i'll post this post and regret abt it ltr.
fine, i shall just go ahead and regret ltr.
but for now..
its fine. (:

最初的感动
=)
First Love ; First Loss.


it will never, ever be the same again.
but i guess its ok..
i dun mind.

its just an illusion.
its my illusion.
its a pretty dream that i built for me.

i hope to never wake up from this dream.
just let me lie and sleep forever like sleeping beauty.

boy..
oh boy..