yea.. i love emo songs when im down.. zz okay it may sound sadistic, but that's how i deal with my feelings.
at least i wont feel worse. no btr, but at least not worse.. haiz.
polar bear keep asking me to cheer up. haiz. if you know the kind of shit im going through, i dont wan a cheer up, i need a hug. its getting harder smiling and pretending all the time.,
k la i shall go. cya peeps.
i prefer not to remember what we were once like.. it hurts to be reminded of it..